atie mengomel atie merengek2.








Wednesday, October 27, 2010

sinis aku dalam lelah

dulu masa aku masih mentah,aku rasa sangat kasihan dengan kenyataan cikgu aku."ampa suma ni da besaq nnti,da masuk unibersiti makin susah nak cari kawan yg jatuh bangun sama2'(pekat dlm bahasa).aku tergelak sendiri dalam diam.aku rasa cikgu tue seorang yang membosankan.mana mungkin susah mencari SAHABAT.mungkin masa itu aku dikelilingi mereka mereka  yang sama darjat mentality dengan aku.

sama darjat bukan bererti kaya.miskin kaya seseorang tolak tepi.tiada nilai dalam perhitungan  aku.dlm erti kata lain mereka mereka   yang datang dari asas hidup dan keluarga yang kukuh.mereka mereka  yang rendah diri dalam kemewahan hidup.aku gembira kehidupan aku dulu.bila aku berpindah ke MRSM,pemerhatian aku terhadap manusia makin meluas.makin ak cuba faham makin xfaham aku.apabila makin jauh ak bergerak hingga saat ini aku di universiti.makin lawak aku rasa dengan dunia.bila benda bodoh menjadi pergaduhan.

Terima kasih syaitan.bisikan kau mmg HEBAT.terima kasih penurut bisikan jugak.kalah kau dlm hina.maaf kalau bahasa aku sinis.aku jujur dengan perasaan aku.aku jujur dengan diri aku.aku jugak makin faham kalau dulu mak aku selalu memilih dalam pergaulan aku,mak aku terlalu cerewet dengan siapa yang perlu aku rapati.kalau mak aku sibuk bicara pasal mentality.tapi sekarang aku letih bicara pasal manusia.aku letih bicara pasal kelakuan.malu ak nak cakap,sbb aku pun bukan malaikat.

aku suka kata2 marilyn manson.'terlalu letih utk memperkatakan tentang perangai manusia.terlalu ramai dlm dunia ni.lebih baik kita bersihkan minda.jauhkan diri semampunya.

*aku cakap secara general.secara peribadi.xperlu nk touching2.amek yg jernih buang yg keruh.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

suatu bicara

suatu bicara berbisa menusuk membunuh suatu jiwa tanpa rela.lalu butir butir berlian mengalir lemah. selemah yang mendengar.suatu angan angan bakal musnah.suatu harapan belom nampak ujung pangkal.terima kasih fantasi,kerana kau aku bahagia,kerana kau aku gembira.kepada realiti,terima kasih jua,kerana kau aku makin memahami kehidupan,kerana kau ak makin berdikari.oh kehidupan,kau tak pernah setia dengan pengembaranya.TERIMA KASIH.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

followers yg baek hati.sila jwb.:P

err.nk tnye nie....rs mcm nk tukar link.link skrg cm ntah pape je..n n..klau 2kar link follower still ley  bc x?klau nk 2kar link pegi setting kn?pas2?,,...(T_T)...eh.jgn bc je taw..jwb skali..:).tq.



*huda harun jgn gtaw link bru kt depa taw..keke.sori..lembab cket bab2 ni..:(

Monday, June 14, 2010

Thursday, June 3, 2010

bgi satu tajuk...ley x entry gni?

weyh bgi stu tajuk nk wt entry bru la..byk bnda nk 2lis,tp bla cte kt kkasih je da ilg rs nk 2lis..cet.pasni xnk cte kt die dhla.haha..eh x x..majok lak die nnt.ala..pape je.warm up la ktekn....nk taw pape ke?buleyla..sila2 na........bosan nie.

Monday, May 31, 2010

second engineer,fourth degree

hi!!im back!!rini nk update seperjalanan ke kl.tjuan sebenar nk pegi konvo my 2nd sis kt uitm shah alam tp cm abah ckp bkn nk pegi konvo sgt pn tp nk pegi jln2 sbnrnye..hik..abah ckp da jemu pegi konvo.da 8x pegi konvo.3 knvo mrsm..trmasuk jugak kn?hihi..konvo degree abg 1st,konvo degree kkak 1st,2x diploma n skali dgree kkak 2nd..phm x?kla,mls nk ckp byk..lyn je gmbr ye..







*warm up dlu ye..hihi



*flight 2x delay,pas2 transit lak..pwot jdi lapaq wei





*uma bru abg : jmpe gak farisah..wndu..



i city : sumpah xbest,pns,org rmai gla, 


*cardigan kesayangan pmberian kekasih.tq b..:)

*nk melawa tp rimas gila lilit2


*cian mak abah kne pksa pose cm anak die..hihi
*kkak ngn bf yg sntiasa mnemani




*muka da abes blaja..jelas ok


*KLIA : babai kl..no more delay.yeyy!!akn dtg blik 2mnggu lg..





byk lg gmbr,mls nk upload.upload kt fb je.
kla,mls gla nk 2lis pjg2.
nyte,akum...
:)















Sunday, May 23, 2010

slmt meniti dewasa adikku



hri ni pnt bjln2.bgn pgi2 nk pegi klas.kjut kkak soh die anta.al maklumla lesen memandu 3thn tsimpn dlm peti besi.ecece da siap2 smgt nk pegi klas.tba2 kkak ckp xyahla pegi klas,jum jln2..tnpa ragu2 lgi i ckp..jjuuuumm...hehe.bab jln2 lju aje.kkak nk beli bju utk knvo.da bli tp die xnk pkai yg 2 plak.haish.xpe,ikut je..sume shoppng complex pegi,ct plaza,pacific,alo star mall,tesco,pkan rabu,cume souq albukhari je xpegi.2pn xsmpt da..lgipun die excited,kad kredit da dpt.1st tyme nk gne..hihi.tpi i xamek ksmptn pn.baek kn?




hrp2 abah xtaw i ponteng klas.tp klau ponteng klas abah kool je.xpe kot.tringat dlu2,2syen i sblh mall je.2syen bm i jrg msuk.xska.asek2 2lis krgn.bosan kot.then,ponteng pegi karaoke kt mall sblh.nga tgedik2 karaoke ngn kwn2.. abah lalu..abah senyum aje.xckp papepn.blik uma pn abah xckp pape.tp tyme nk mnx kua ngn kwn2 on weeknd abah ckp xpuas lgi ke nk kua,ponteng pn slalu.tp smbil senyum perli..ok,kne sedap!!tp abah mmg bez.




sbnrnya nk ckp..rini bzday adik bongsu kesayangan rmai ni...puteri siti aliah izzati.mnje tlbey budak ni.xley slap cket.nngis je kje.kak ekah nk ckp slmt hri kelahiran yg ke 11.smoga tuhan melindungi dan merahmati kmu dunia akhirat.wlupn slalu gado ngn kkak ekah,i know u love me,tyme kak ekah tdo slalu curi2 cyom kak ekah ye..kantoi!!kak ekah pn syg sgt tp jgnla mnje sgt..nk buli cket pn xley.kak ekah lak yg kne mrh ngn mak abah t..(T_T).Papepn,slmt meniti alam dewasa ye..love u.xoxo

*cri2 ada gmbr ni.hentam ajela.prsmaan i ngn adk cm kaler rmbt aje.ala2 mat saleh celup.hakhak.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

cmt hri mak & cmt hri jadi abah


haah..xterlepas jugak nk ucap slmt hari ibu bwat mak Pn Hjh Rajmah Ibrahim...time kasih atas sgala nya...tq jugak ats ceramah2 yg dberi..hik..


xlupa jugak slmt hri jdi utk abah Tuan Hji Abidin PJK.BKM.PRS.PDT.JKR.JPJ..eh??blur...haha..cian tgk abah xchat..jap je trun 10 kg..bru je cuti sem rtu bgurau nk bli jusmate dr rozmey sm2..huk2..


smoga kalian berdua dkurniakn ksihatan yg baik,pj umur n dirahmati ALLAH selalu..iALLAH..

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

award dri sophy kurus..:)

hee...tq kt sophy yg kononye gemok...haish,xla syg krus je...akak lg gemok kot..ssob..sob..:(

aah...die kc award ni merangkap 1st award y pnh dpt slama 2bln ber'blog nie...hehe..ni award die..





tttaarrraa....

huu..yang oi xtawla ape yg beautiful 2..

papepn..tq eh...xmo kc sape2 buley x?hehe..:P

ish2..tamak btol..:)

akhir skali,sophy jgn cdey2 slalu ea..hepi slalu..:)

Friday, April 30, 2010

aku mahu diam,jgn diusik aku lgi


dimata kau ada sja yg tdak kena..


dimata kau aku juala pesalah..


apa lg yg kau mahukan..


apa lg yg harus ak lakukan..


aku xfahami sm skali utk ku mngerti..


hatiku terguris..


hatiku menangis...


hhmm..


maka diamkan saja diriku jgn kau usik lgi..




maafkan aku....pesalahmu....


Monday, April 26, 2010

xlagi cnta dia~

dulu ske sgt dia...tp skrg xlg...menci..menci....xmo kwn..xmo ske anatomy da....bwu abes stu paper td..anatomy...walaweyh..hancor..4 jam krdt tawu..:(..:(...da abes all out da..

pnat xtdo smlm sbb nk stdy kc perfect..tp..huuu..asal soklan gtu..xske xske xske...dlu ske sgt

anatomy..tp skrg xlg...xmgkn A jugak A- dan jugak B...then???waa...


next paper..genetic..owh,ini lg killer~


stdy smart atie..:)

Friday, April 9, 2010

cdeyla.



mlm ni rs cdey sgt2.syg2 atie...shu,shira,yati,kyra sume da blik uma.hpe korg slamat smpi ye..td pn bru pas slm ngn shu ngn shira.dorg nk brtlk da....sunyinye....ujg mnggu ni nmpknye xdela meetng group OCSD.meetng ni slalu bbual prkmbgn smasa(tp ala2 gossip girls)...ehe..ni num group ktorg taw.ngadew.:P..wlpn korg kdg2 racun tp korg la jugak yg madu akhrnya...:)




lg cdey mlm ni tataw nk merempat tdo blik spe.mmndgkn rumet pn blik gak.hhuuuwwwaaa..nngis kuat2..:(.. mmg tkot tdo sowg2..kt uma lg penakot,klau kne tnggl sowg kt uma.knpem duk dlm blik xkua2 smpi dorg blik..sgt pnakot...klau kt uma if my rumate aka my sis xblik knpem i tdo ngn mak...cian kt abah.:P.....tp klau akak blik pn prefer tdo ngn mak,b4 tdo 2 ley gosip2 jap ngn mak..besh ar..:P...




spttnye i yg blik ok.i yg tgedik2 nk blik.tp ad mslh yg dri sndri yg cpta..so xdpt blik..huk..xpe,nxt week hpe dpt blik.nk amek smgt xm.nk stdy kt uma,lbey trurus..:)




sok nk kua jmpe shahir.da 2mggu xjumpak.rindu sgt2..:(.kmula terapi...penenang jwa..huk..


pas2 myb g tgk bola kot.tmn kkak2,abg..dorg 2 fanatik sgt3..lyn je.



OCSD : wey,blikla cpt..
SHAHIR SYG : sok jumpak ye..td tue kne tpu...wekk..:P






Thursday, April 1, 2010

FOOL THE APRIL

bcela n hayati ye.:)moga kta tdak trsasar dri landasannya...:)insyaallh..


Many of us celebrate what is known as April fool or, if it is translated literally, the "trick of April". But how much do we know of the bitter secret behind this day?

When the Muslims ruled Spain, approximately one thousand years ago, they were a force that could not be destroyed. The western Christians wished that they could wipe Islam from the face of the earth, and they succeeded to some extent.

They tried to limit the spread of Islam in Spain and to put an end to it, but they did not succeed. They tried numerous times and never succeeded.

After that, the kuffaar sent their spies to Spain to study and find out the secret of the Muslims' strength which could not be defeated. They discovered that adhering to taqwa (piety or consciousness of Allah) was the reason.

When the Christians discovered the secret of the Muslims' strength, they started to think of strategies to break this strength. On this basis they began to send wine and cigars to Spain for free.

This tactic on the part of the west produced results, and the faith of the Muslims began to weaken, especially among the young generation in Spain. The result of that was that the western Catholic Christians subdued the whole of Spain and put an end to the Muslim rule of that land which had lasted for more than eight hundred years. The last stronghold of the Muslims, in Grenada, fell on April 1st, hence they considered this to be the "trick of April."

From that year until the present, they celebrate this day and consider the Muslims to be fools. They do not regard only the army at Granada to be fools who are easily deceived, rather they apply that to the entire Muslim ummah. It is ignorant of us to join in these celebrations, and when we imitate them blindly in implementing this evil idea, this is a kind of blind imitation which confirms the foolishness of some of us in following them. Once we know the reason for this celebration, how can we celebrate our defeat?

After knowing this reality, let us make a promise to ourselves never to celebrate this day. We have to learn from the Spanish and adhere to the reality of Islam and never allow our faith to be weakened again.

I say: it does not matter what the origins of April fool are. What matters more is knowing the ruling on lying on this day, which we are sure did not exist during the first and best generations of Islam. It did not come from the Muslims, but rather from their enemies.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

entry utk pak mat.

hehe..rini nk wt entry utk pak mat..bajetla die nk bce kn..;p
tp nk 2lis gak sbb rse kagum ngn die..tenyeh mta jap,rs xslesa xpkai crmin mta..haish,mst adk i smbunyikn..mrajuk ngn i la 2..xpela,i nk 2lis gak dlm kdaan trkebil2 nie..

pak mat ni cm 2kg kebunla...keje die..



*BNTUK PKOK..tp pakmat bz lately,pkok da pjg.




*PTG RUMPUT JUGAK..





*NI PAKMAT TIRUAN.HEHE


disebabkn anak2 abah yg 8 org pemalas..oppstt,bak kata mak bz bljr mn ada msa nk wt kje uma..haha..great mak!!!!so,pak mat niela yg rjin kmas2..

td mak i gtaw anak die dpt 11A..perrghh..segan kowt.die ada anak sbaya ngn i..skolah sm dlu..gmpak jugak..10A1..

ish,thniah kt pak mat sbb brjya mndidik anak2 die..


supaya dpt bg motivasi kt sndri..;)

Friday, March 19, 2010

sonok!!

sonok dpt lari blik uma

syok duk goyg kaki kt uma

yeyy yeyy lupa mslh n keje wt smntra

kla.nk tdo byk2 nk mkn byk2 nk ckp byk2


papai.akum.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

kau layang2,,,,aku kna gigit semut...

kau layang2..
ak bia je kau terbang bebas..
pergila sejauh mn pn kau nk...
ak gmbira kau dpt jalani khidupan sbg layang2..
tp ak msih memerhati dikejauhan..
msih memandu dgn tali jika perlu...
andai angin kuat dtg melanda..
andai kau melayang tnpa arah....
kerna ak sayang kau layang2..
tpi aku...
kau ikat aku dekat pokok..
ye..ak xdpt lari..
ak sntiasa dekat dgn kau..
tapi kau tak perasan..
ak sakit...digigit semut....
pernah kau terpikir..
andai ada yg dpt melepaskn aku..
dari terus digigit semut..
pernah kau terpikir..
utk mnjadikan ak sprti kau layang2...
aku mau kau dan aku mnjadi layang2..
kerna aku.......
sgt menyayangi mu.....
kerna kmula.....
pemilik cintaku setelah allah dan rasul.......
p/s : syg shahir slalu.;)

Monday, March 8, 2010

0 -------> 21.♥know me,love me ♥


dilahirkn di kdiaman rasmi sndri d'add no,7 tmn tuutt,jln tutt alor star,kdh(talian xdpt dsmbg) pda 25 jan 1989(sila wt reminder suma).merupakan anak ke 6 dri 8.







my 1st step dlm bdg pndidikn di tadika PASTI pd umo 4 thn.sbb tmn kkak umo 6 thn yg penakot...buwek wt malu wey adk jga kkak.haha.;p

then 2ka tadika,ngadew..xmo pkai tudung.nk pkai skirt..eeuu..=p.ok jln putra chnese kndergarten sgt besh.ada kolam renang.tiap2 khmis mst lemas dlm kolam 2.haha.nisbh stdnt chnese ngn melayu 80:20..sgt best!




tyme grad..comey ak stokin ak..=p







ak ngn kkak ak yg penakot..=p


then stndrd 1 until 6 di sk tmn uda..gempak beb batch kmi..wndu kwn2 lma..




ak dsbelah ckgu.penolong klas 2.ms drjh 3.ingt lgi tyme ni ak+ktua klas kne msuk blik pnyelia and kena rotan sbb both of us yg plin bsing.main pedang2 tyme 2.gila sakit kne rotan.huk;(.shamil msihkah kau engat??haha..






crila ak yg itam legam sbb kuat men pns ptg2..






syok aa msuk pper..femes ke??

ok.result da cmrlg.msuk sultanah asma school,alor star..skolah PALING BEST dlm hdup ak..
nyesal ak kua..huk2..tyme ni ada my kepit tka thirah..ehe..lm xjmpa kn?





keratan akhbar lg.ak yg over xctd 2.


then pndh ke MRSM,pendang,kedah..nun dlm kebun getah.haha.ni skolah air mata ak.byk sgt nngis.omsick.tiap2 mgu blik.





result xcmerlng.so no keratan akhbr ok.msuk mtrx je.okla 2..da mkin jao dri uma..mtrx penang lak...then smbg degree kt institute medical science technlgy(MESTECH) bby of UNIKL..alala..tomei nye bby..yela bwu 2thn..cmpus pn xde lg..ni lgi jao dri uma..cdey..sob2..;(





da knal?skrg boley jatuh cinta rmai2 ngn tuan blog ye..bajet cntik,boley blah..haha

Sunday, March 7, 2010

bilik saya chantek..;)




tq rumet sbb bwk kusi ngn prmaidani yg cntek..(perghh..prmaidani)













tq mak sbb pilih cadar yg cumel tq kt abah sbb byrkn..











korg ske x ble blik kmas+cntik??mst slsa kn..



xyhla prlu byk uet nk blik cntik..bajet2 suda..


meh jom usha2 blik ak..E2.TUTT.TUUTT..KOLEJ PENDETA ZAABA
yuran hostel : RM770..sgt berbaloi..


syg sgt blik+rumet ak..ehe..;)


p/s : tq mlwt blik tnpa mmbuat smpah..haha